Hi again...sorry that it has been a while since I have written...If you can't tell, I'm not very good with these things.  Well lets see...where do I start...

Well, I'm out of school and I just got back from a cruise a few days ago.  It was a complete blast.  Right now I am living in a hotel room because my house is being worked on, thanks to Chris's fun with fire.  So I am enjoying my holidays from my hotel room that I get to share with Nicole.  But currently she is out visiting her family and Kenny's family in Pennsylvania...so I get the hotel room all to my self.  YAY and not so yay.  It can be boring at times but at the same time I can do what ever I want...even though there really is nothing to do...Oh well. 

Well, as you all can probably tell, tomorrow...though looking at the clock, I should say today...is Christmas Eve...gosh it sneaks up on you fast.  Lucky for me I have all my Christmas shopping done...or so I hope...I can't always remember.  I think this cruise or something has really messed me up because I just don't feel in the Christmas spirit.  I don't feel like Christmas is only a day away and I don't really feel all that excited about getting gifts.  though...I do wish I had more money to spend on other people this year...I love the feeling you get when you have bought something that you know someone will like an watching their eyes light up as they open their gift...that is what I am looking forward to this Christmas.  Anyway...I really just wish I had more money to make all my gifts I give this year to be more meaningful to the people I give them to.  Sounds kind of sappy, but I don't care.  Well...I still probably have tons more I can say...but I'm tired...maybe next time.  Until then...Hope you have a VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

AAAARRRRGGGG!!!!

Just read this discussion I had with my friend Megan and you will understand my anger!!!

(Name's have been edited to keep certain moron safe from humiliation)

By the way...(moron) is the same age as me...18 maybe 19 if she's lucky.

Megan: Hey Maegan!
Me: hi
Megan: what's up?
Me: writing a 4-5 page paper that is due tomorrow
Megan: FUN!!!!! Good luck with that! did I ever tell  that (moron) is married and pregnant?
Megan: I can't remember
Me: no
Megan: yeah, well, she is!
Me: you said that she was engaged and trying to be pregnant by the time she got married
Me: that's crazy
Megan: yeah, they're due in April!
Me: what does she plain to do for her life???  besides be married and have a baby???
Megan: They got married over the summer, and found out that she was pregnant 5 weeks before the wedding!
Megan: She says that she's going to college!
Megan: She works at a day care center!
Me: married...yeah, okay, what ever...after all I want to be married soon so yeah...but baby...no way...there is a life ruiner right there
Me: yeah...how is she going to pay for college???
Me: a day care job is not going to cut it
Me: especially if she has to quit to go to college
Megan: I know....... but that's (moron)!
Me: baby's are ficken expensive
Me: there goes the rest of her life
Megan: I know!
Me: sorry...that annoys me
Megan: But that's what she wanted, and God gave it to her
Megan: you reap what you sew
Megan: It's all good! LOL it annoys us too!
Me: I don't think God gave it to her...I think God didn't stop her from doing it
Megan: same thing pretty much
Me: it will probably become more of a curse in the long run than a blessing
Megan: it already has!
Megan: (moron) just blind to it all!
Me: gosh I'm steamed now...well, I'm glade she is happy for now...she wont be for much longer
Me: once the baby is born...it goes down hill from there
Megan: yeah, sorry I made you angry! LOL wasn't intentional!
Me: gosh...people are stupid
Me: no...your cool
Megan: yeah they are
Megan: Thanks
Me: your not the idiot that got your self pregnant
Me: on prepuce!!!
Megan: lol NOPE! 
Megan: not planning to either!
Megan: but crap happens! 
Me: If I were married I still would NEVER intentionally tried to have a baby until I felt I was prepared...(out of college, house...not apartment, job, car)
Megan: And that's all good!
Me: and if I accidentally did have a baby before I got out of college...then I guess that happens and it would be me and my husbands responsibility...and we would have to decide what is best for the kid...even if that means adoption
Me: witch would kill me...but I would have to do what was best for the child
Me: gosh...stupid stupid stupid
Megan: Exactly! But (moron) would never give it up!
Megan: I can concur!
Megan: It is really frustrating!
Megan: You don't even want to know their living situation!
Me: I can see the future now...10 years...maybe 5 (moron) is divorced or her husband cheats on her or just doesn't do squat...and she had to drop out of college and they are poor and living with there parents because they can't even afford an apartment
Me: stupid
Me: so...what is there living situation???
Megan: Yep sounds like the truth to me!
Megan: it's SSSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOOOO STUPID!
Megan: They are living with HER mother! In a 2 bedroom apartment! If I'm correct not everything has been unpacked for a year or so! they have a friend living in the basement and (morons) husband.... is an immature (I don't know what!) who works at Burger King!
Me: HA HA HA HA HA...and she really thinks this is going to work...what an idiot
Me: good bye (moron) future...hello hell
Megan: Yeah! My thoughts exactly! when they got married he was unemployed!
Me: OMG!!!!!!!  I can't believe she is foolish enough to think that this will work
Megan: I hate sitting on the side lines and watching the HELL parade just walk by! I would try and say something, but she wouldn't listen!
Me: life, family, kids...they all take money and maturity which from what I have heard...she has got none
Me: along with no brain either
Megan: This is (moron) though! Has anything she has ever done made sense or was the complete right thing to to?
Me: I didn't think she was this dumb though
Me: I mean this is about as low as you can get
Megan: I don't know! Her mother is just a big enabler though!
Megan: Her mom is the one that let's this go on!Mostly
Megan: When her mom finally says no or how are we going to do this? (moron) throws a fit and gets her way anyway!
Me: great...her mom is an idiot too...what next...does her mom thing this will work???  because if she does, she needs to be shot (I really don't mean this to sound so mean...just ranting)
Megan: NO I completely understand!
Me: sounds like (moron) really needs to grow up and smell the flowers...and there is nothing that will do that better than a baby, unfortunately you can't take a baby back once you learned your lesson though
Megan: I have no idea what her mom thinks! But I'm sure it's not what we would like her to think!
Megan: It's soooo sad but true
Me: yeah...gosh this is pathetic
Megan: yeah it is
Me:...well, I have to finish my paper...gosh that steams me up...oh well
Me: talk to you later...if you talk to (moron)...tall her she is an idiot for me (not really)---tell her good luck!!!
Megan: LOL awww, well go finish your paper! I'll talk to you later! Have a good day!
Megan: LOL ok!
Me: you too
Me: bye
Megan: bye

Sorry if any of that seemed harsh...I was really angry at the time.  It just sickens me to see people throw away their life's like that and not even realize that that's what they are doing.  Well...paper time!!!

WOW...so...I haven't writen in a while...Nothing has really changed.

I get to go home today...YAY...no school for 3 whole days!!!  Well, almost 3 whole days.  I am going to work with Kiko (my old ceramics teacher from high school) at Westerville Central on Wednesday.  Its going to be a blast except for the whole, having to be there at 8:30 in the morning.  Oh well. 

Well, got to run...FOOOOOOD!!!  : )

sooooooooooooooo..........

I haven't written in a while...but that's because life is boring right now...well, with school anyway.  I did have to do a 4 hour drive on Monday...2 hours home for my orthodontist appointment...and then hung out at home for a while...2 hours back to BG...

so that is the only exciting thing...bye